Heavenly's Miracle

Some days I wonder how I'll be able to go on, knowing my baby girl is gone behind those pearly gates. Some nights I cry myself to sleep because I feel like I have no one to vent to about my true feelings. Why do I feel you're already forgotten about? Why does my heart hurt so bad? Why does this have to be? These questions I may never get the answer to . . . but one day we'll be reunited. Maybe by then, I'll have a better understanding of how this thing called "life" works. Well get your rest sweetie & thanks for listening. Continue to watch over Mommy. I love you.

"Every step I take; every move I make, every single day every time I pray I'll be missing you. Thinking of the day when you went away; what a life to take, what a bond to break, I'll be missing you!" I know its been a while since I've talked to you; but it's only because I had to gather my thoughts & let you know how I feel w/o sounding reiterant. Don't worry though baby girl, I love you and I'm missing you like crazy. Until we meet again sweetie pie. Mommy <3's you once again. Kiara Patrice & Heavenly- Miracle Mother & Daughter Always&Forever 5/19/1992 ----> 12-7-2016

A month ago today, I've officially become a mother and it was the happiest feeling ever. Also (a month ago today), you've received your wings and flew high. I often question myself & ask God why: why were you chosen so early, why do I feel like I'm going through this alone, or why does it seem like I'm the only one who cares. I sometimes wonder if it'd be wrong for me to have a smile on my face. I mean; in all honesty, I feel the need to be happy knowing you're in a better place & in great hands. Then again, I feel like I should continue to let the tears flow & try to communicate with others about my feelings. Either way, losing you is something that I will never get over. Instead, mommy will get through it. I love you & I will never forget about you. Continue to rest In heaven mommy's baby!

My name is Heavenly-Miracle Edwards and I am the only child of Kiara Edwards, the second grandchild of Devonnie Gregg & Nicholas Edwards, and the second great-grandchild of Martha Edwards. In a moment, I will be receiving my degree in Paralegal Studies at Francis Marion University so that I can work alongside my Granddad at his law office, the N. Edwards Law Firm. As I look over at the fifth row in the school auditorium, I see my entire family either cheesing from ear to ear or constantly taking pictures. I understand how excited everyone is, but to see my grandmother pull out a bag of popcorn from her purse is the funniest thing ever! Seconds later, the students in my row stand up and makes their way to the side of the stage. " You ready ?" my best friend Michael asked me. " Yep " I said proudly. My name is finally called. " . . . Heavenly - Miracle Edwards " the Principal, Mrs. Grady says. I walked gracefully across the stage, waved, and smiled at th...

HAPPY NEW YEAR MOMMY'S SWEET BABY!! I made it to this year with a smile on my face. I've said this plenty of times before, but knowing you're in great hands up there makes my days so much smoother. Guess what though? Mommy has so many great things planned for this year. It's best that I not speak everything into existence because it may not go the way I would want it to go. The thing that I'm mostly excited about is finishing one of my latest books entitled "Brooklyn Desires". I was thinking that when that one is finished, I should start a new book about you and call it "The Heavenly-Miracle". Whatever I decide to do, I know that it will make you proud. I know you're not expecting for me to be up this late, but I had to talk to you while everything is fresh on my mind. I miss you so, so, soooo much baby girl. If only you were here . . . but I understand that God makes no mistakes whatsoever. Well I'm running a little low on words, so I wi...