Heavenly Anniversary

A month ago today, I've officially become a mother and it was the happiest feeling ever. Also (a month ago today), you've received your wings and flew high. I often question myself & ask God why: why were you chosen so early, why do I feel like I'm going through this alone, or why does it seem like I'm the only one who cares. I sometimes wonder if it'd be wrong for me to have a smile on my face. I mean; in all honesty, I feel the need to be happy knowing you're in a better place & in great hands. Then again, I feel like I should continue to let the tears flow & try to communicate with others about my feelings. Either way, losing you is something that I will never get over. Instead, mommy will get through it. I love you & I will never forget about you. Continue to rest In heaven mommy's baby!