Deep Thought

Today I lay my angel, Heavenly Miracle, to rest. I'm deeply saddened, hurt, and most of all numbed about the entire situation; No one should ever have to bury their child. At times I have been crying my eyes out, and @ other times I find myself smiling and reminiscing with close friends about the "I can see" type scenarios when it comes down to my baby. Like I can see her reading an entire newspaper @ 2 years old just as mommy did, or I can see her knowing every song on the radio as well as her ABC's, 123's, so on and so forth. I now understand that because this was my first miscarriage, it is still a tragedy that will take some time to get through. I also understand that I'm not alone in all of this. All in all, I will always love and miss my Heavenly Miracle. This experience has ensured me that God makes no mistakes; and as long as I stay prayed up, everything else will fall in place.