A Letter To My Daughter

Dear Princess Heavenly,

Today's a new day, yet my heart still hurts like crazy. My mind feels very empty and my soul feels mummified. I can't eat, sleep, think, write, or even dare listen to music (yeah I know it's strange because mommy is a music fanatic). At times I feel as if nothing is coming together for me. I'll have to spend my Christmas without you, New Years, Valentine's Day, Mother's Day . . . and the saddest parts about all of this is, we won't be able to sing happy birthday to each other. But guess what though? I'll make sure to talk to you every single day (even If my words seem to be short); and because mommy's been in a creative mood lately, I'm going "Heavenly" crazy as soon as I can get my hands on some money! I know it sounds a little overboard, but I can't help it. I have to do something to keep myself from falling all the way apart. Well baby girl it's your bedtime, so you know what that means . . . in the words of your first cousin Damonie, "Night-Night". I've said this before and I'll say it forever more, Mommy loves you baby girl. I'll talk to you tomorrow. Get some rest now!

With Love,
*Mommy*

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